Numbers

I haven't cried in 7 days And my last smile was about an hour ago. Is this what it feels like to be normal? Close my eyes and count to 10 1, 2, 3.. My mind begins to melt Into a puddle of happiness, sadness, anger, and disgust. With every memory that comes flooding back. … Continue reading Numbers

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The Funeral

please attend this funeral, so I can lay my pain to rest the pallbearers are my new experiences and the mourners are my new attitude drop drop several tears down the cheek sniffles and muffled cries are the only thing I hear the weather is gloomy, the ground muddy don't wear your new shoes, it … Continue reading The Funeral

I Am Free

I am nothing but a soul trying to find peace I have been beaten down to no return. My mind is fragile, my confidence scarred Think positive, but all I produce is negative I feel as if I wander looking for something Something that I cannot find I search I search I search I crawl, … Continue reading I Am Free

The Painting

The thought of life gives me the chills, the shakes, the nerves, and everything in that category and some in between. There are so many changes, and I'm not sure how to digest them all. I categorize the changes instead, from least worrisome to the most worrisome. The ones that I can deal with.. and … Continue reading The Painting