I haven't cried in 7 days And my last smile was about an hour ago. Is this what it feels like to be normal? Close my eyes and count to 10 1, 2, 3.. My mind begins to melt Into a puddle of happiness, sadness, anger, and disgust. With every memory that comes flooding back. … Continue reading Numbers



I am a soul In a temporary body Living on borrowed time Living on a nickel and a dime Striving, struggling, and earning The cycle goes around and around My life is something to remember Or maybe it'll just sink into oblivion Generations after, will they remember my name? Or will I be just another … Continue reading Forgotten


The sunlight bathes the room in light It paints a glow onto my skin I breathe deeply to clear my lungs bring the new air in, start fresh My drowsy eyes skim the room My ears perk up at the familiar noises Grandmother's voice calls out Her voice is received by my uncle I smell … Continue reading Morning

I Am Free

I am nothing but a soul trying to find peace I have been beaten down to no return. My mind is fragile, my confidence scarred Think positive, but all I produce is negative I feel as if I wander looking for something Something that I cannot find I search I search I search I crawl, … Continue reading I Am Free

The Painting

The thought of life gives me the chills, the shakes, the nerves, and everything in that category and some in between. There are so many changes, and I'm not sure how to digest them all. I categorize the changes instead, from least worrisome to the most worrisome. The ones that I can deal with.. and … Continue reading The Painting